A Monster Calls by Patrick Ness is a beautifully written book centered on a young boy (Connor) whose mother is in the final stages of cancer.
At the start of the story, he talks about being plagued by the nightmare and the monster, however, at 12:07 a new monster appears. One that’s wise, ancient, and clearly here for a greater purpose than to terrorize his dreams. However, he’s not afraid of it because there are scarier things out there. In the style of a Christmas movie, it tells him that he has been summoned by Connor and will tell him three stories, once those stories are over Connor will have to tell one himself. The story in question relates to this mysterious nightmare that he fears so much.
The next day he goes to school, and there, a bully knocks him to the ground and punches him. A girl named Lily stands up for him and punches the bully, but when the headmaster asks what happened Connor tells her that the bully was only helping him (getting Lily in trouble for beating up the bully). She then asks Connor how he’s doing, and if he ever needs anyone to talk to her door is always open. When heading home we find out that Lily is the reason that the whole school knows his mother has cancer, and for that, he will never forgive her. She is the reason he’s been ostracized from his whole school, why everyone looks at him differently, and why he can never seem to get in trouble.
The Monster comes and tells him the first two stories, each teaches a different lesson. The first is the story of a good witch and a prince who slew the woman he loved to “save” his kingdom from the witch’s rule. The prince uses the death of the woman he loved as motivation to rally the citizens of the kingdom around him. They siege the castle and prepare to burn the witch, but at the last second The Monster reaches in and saves the witch taking her far away – saving her life. The second story is about an apothecary who (as the world starts to industrialize) loses customers and slowly becomes a crueler person and a parson with two daughters that preaches modern medicine and is the primary reason the apothecary is losing business. When the parson’s daughters become sick he pleads with the apothecary to save them, however, the apothecary chooses not to, and as a consequence, The Monster destroys the parson’s house. Because, although the parson was a believer, he abandoned his faith the moment it failed him – only then turning to the apothecary pleading for help. These lessons were meant to show Connor that most people aren’t really bad or good – the apothecary was a healer and saved lives, but still chose to stand by principle at the cost of the parson’s daughters’ lives, the prince grew up to be an amazing king but had to kill his only love to make it happen, and at the end of the day the witch wasn’t a bad person – they are usually somewhere in the middle.
As his mother gets worse, he’s forced to move in with his grandmother (who he despises) and his father comes to visit from America. Even as they try to comfort Connor he feels more and more unseen by the rest of the world, he would go whole days without talking to anyone or anyone looking at him. Then the bully decides that he’s had enough of messing with Connor, he comes up to him and says “Good-bye O’Malley (his last name), I no longer see you.” At that moment the time is 12:07, and The Monster appears in the school, and the third story begins. It’s the story of a man who became invisible, not that people couldn’t see him, people had just grown used to not seeing him.
Connor asked The Monster what the man did. The Monster replied, “he made them see.”
When the story was over everyone was looking at Connor, he had beaten the bully within an inch of his life. The headmaster called him and told him the boy was going to the hospital, and typically this would result in immediate expulsion. When he heard this, he felt a weight come off his chest. He was finally going to be punished, he would get what he deserves. However, the headmaster followed up by saying that the punishment made no sense in this situation because “he had bigger things to think about” and “what purpose could it possibly serve?”
All this time Connor’s mother has been getting worse, and she finally wants to have the talk with him. She only shows him, love, even though he’s too upset to say a word, and when it’s all done she promises him that no matter what happens or what he does, she’ll always love him. Even if he can’t say anything now, and later in life he regrets it, she wants him to know that she understands what he meant and that she forgives him.
After this, he goes to find The Monster and demands that it heal his mother. The Monster responds, saying that it was summoned not to save Connor’s Mother, but to save Connor. It tells him that the time for the final story has started. Connor is instantly transported to his nightmare where we see his mother standing on the edge of a cliff looking at him. Suddenly a monster starts climbing up the cliff, one made of fire, ash, and smoke, while still being full of muscle. It grabs his mother and starts to pull her down the side of the cliff into nothingness, but Connor manages to grab her hand. At the end of the Connor let’s go, and typically that’s where the dream ends, but not this time. He stands on the edge of the cliff with The Monster watching him, and it demands he speaks the truth or be left here forever. Connor admits that he doesn’t want his mom to go, but he’s in more pain because he has known deep down that she is going to pass away the whole time. So in the nightmare, he let her go, he could’ve held on longer, but in the end, his own pain was too great. Connor believed that he deserved to be punished for this hidden truth he had, but the Monster imparts one last piece of wisdom and tells him that that’s the most human thing someone can do.
When he wakes up, his grandmother rushes towards him. Asking why he went missing like that, and so on. She rushes him into the car and tells Connor they have to go to the hospital. When they get there his mother is in bed and is not doing well. He goes to hold her hand, and she sees him. At this moment he senses the monster’s presence and asks that it wait with him till she goes. This time he’ll hold on until he can’t, and although he knows it will be the most painful thing he’s ever experienced he knows that in time, he will get through it. When it comes down to it, he won’t let go, and although he’s afraid he’ll do it anyway. As the final pages wind down he looks up at the clock.
“11:46, 21 minutes before 12:07.”
I want to start off by saying a couple things. Firstly, I skipped a few key things in the book which make it that much better so please do actually read it. Also, I did cry – that may not mean anything, but it means something to me. This was a book I read as a kid, and I saw it on the shelf and decided to read it today, however, it’s still a very adult book in a lot of ways. I wanted to write this post while the feelings were still raw, but that doesn’t take away from the fact that this book is really amazing, and the artwork is beautiful. So in conclusion, I’m glad I had the time to re-read it.